she has spent her life
wondering what she would look like
when she was blooming
to be able to see the future
(does everyone want to see the future?)
so she could know what her beauty
was meant to be
if it comes from the inside
and it is a wild
unpredictable
running with wolves
a magnetism that comes
when the the inner core
is seen and adored
leaves unfold
from the innocent
fool -1- ish
growth point
right before
the anemone bud
births
the fullness wanting
expanding beyond the seams
finally a grand opening
that feeds the bees
to be your witness they said
is the greatest gift
softness in strength
the oldest trick in the book
but still untraceable
and when she finally found
her her flavor of flower
she knew she could NOT live
afraid of women
