Just after the snow melt

Mud season

when the earth is

a little watery

two elements are one

leading a transition

I am afraid to be thankful

for my body as it is today

for my life and how I spend my days

what if it stays like this forever

its not yet good enough

desire for the warm embrace

keeps me on the edge

on the outside

of what is actually holding me

for four for

the foundation that I stand on

fear not of being stuck — there will always be growth

fear not of change — I will not loose trust in my prupose

I am the water

I am the earth

come sit with me in the mud

Give me your emotions

I will show you

your power

I will lead you to

your gifts